Ending of Senior Year!
Well to start off, certainly wasnt the best but what got me through the troubles were the people that I could actually count on. Graduation was approaching and of course; butterflies and mind boggling questions phased me. I took a deep breath and jumped into the giant poll of SENIORITIS! Yes, I got it the week before finals. The few months toward the end was the hardest because you would think moving out would come after but it came before. Home wasnt the best but I knew I had those that I could count on. Taking that leap of faith was the hardest. I didnt know where I was going. I didnt know where I was standing at the point in time. Moving out was the easiest but I also had to think all the ‘what if’s.’ Well as we all like to think, its a easy process but to me, it was the worst. In a week, had everything packed and cleaned out. Depressing time but it was worth it. Moved out as of 4/20. Living with a few people isnt always the best because of everyone’s professional thought of ‘roomies’. Rent is easy to pay and drama certainly does occur. Taking a breath and tackling all these was a step toward ‘reality’. Who know what reality really is? I feel that I moved to fast and that life came from a great deal of peer pressure but i thought I could handle it. Graduation was another step in the road. Sitting there in the chair (which was uncomfortable) was tear-jerking. Wanting to let loose of my emotions but didnt want to look like an idiot but it certainly let loose when the ceremony was over. Getting my diploma thought was the most exciting moment but it sure wasnt. The person who was handing out L-P diplomas was the person who always made a smile on my face as well as I did to her. She started to hand my diploma and broke down crying. I felt bad and started to hurry and walk about her and give her this ammazzing life time hug. I will miss you and stay strong. I love you! I guess I know who I was special to because she certainly showed it. Went to lunch with Roomie and Parents.
News arent the best to get after graduation but hey, had to tell her.
Putting on a mask for everyone to see was the easiest because all I had to do was put on a face. It sure didnt last for long. No one knew what happened behind these walls. I’m sure no one wants to know. Question of the day is
“Why?”
“Who are my true friends after graduation”
